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This is my first post in like 10+ days. Ugh.
Fucking computers, unreliable.

But we make due.
ADJUST

Here's the news.

• As you may know, my desktop computer is currently on the bench. Need a new motherboard.
• I got a ticket.
• I kinda got strep. I think it was fake strep, though. Regardless, I hated everything about life for 2-3 days.
• My best friend is now a (semi) permanent fixture of Jacksonville; leaving his home away from home, Sarasota.
• My beautiful... wonderful... (cultured haha), Wendy has left for school in Sarasota.
• And 19 days to renaissance... Losing this stankfest on my arm.

Ew, right? Haha

It's impressive how I've managed to stay sane with this cast for nearly 2 months.
People ask me and have been asking me (in person)...

How's your summer been? And doesn't that thing suck? Etc, etc.

There has been no definitive answer.
It's a come and go emotion to me.

You ask me when I'm pissed off. Hell yeah, I'll say something like, "yeah summers been quite a damper."
Or "everything is so damn inconvenient."

And then there's days when I
sit... drop the bias... and think about it.

This cast hasn't come at a better time.
Really.
Personal growth; I mean there really isn't any better way of putting it.

1. I never imagined that I would successfully serve this 2 month "sentence". I really surprised myself, because I was the very first person to expect that I would "throw in the towel". And to shrug the notion of the cast, in my day-to-day activities, (yeah lol) I wouldn't have bet on that. I really needed the change of pace, a bit of difficulty and inconvenience. (Let's all simplify, and forget the word "convenience". We will all be better off.)
2. Life has been just so interesting. My arm has been quite a conversation piece. (A lot of people have commented or made the point "you have a lot of friends"; in regard to the excess of signatures and drawings on my cast. And quite honestly, I pride myself in the people I share company with. I've always loved that portion of my life and its consistancy. Always fortunate.
3. And really the longterm appeal of the experience. (I mean I technically have 2-3 weeks remaining) But when I look back in __ years, and reflect on these summers consecutively, I'll be able to adhere memories because of the damn cast. I can hardly remember what the fuck I did last summer. Haha, thats bad.

I have so much more to say...
But I'm gonna go about my day now.

Til' evening.


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